the power of words.
today i learned how much power words really do have; in both a positive and negative way. i also learned that my words matter. my feeling matter. what i want matters.
even though i wish some of the words said were different, i can’t deny that i feel like the world has been lifted off of my shoulders.
i can only hope that my words altered your thoughts and your life for at least the amount of time that you heard them.
i can only hope that i altered your life and your thoughts for at least all that we’ve been through.
although i cannot imagine this becoming any harder, there are going to be a lot of rough days ahead. all i know is that i gave you the chance. i said what was in my heart and in my head and sometimes that all that you can do.
above all, i need to appreciate, respect, and honnor myself and my dreams. today, i did that. and for that i will gain the strength to stand back up.





